I am trying to come up with something to talk about.
That being said, I don’t think I will be able to.
I am to tired.
I stayed out with some friends last night for what seems like it might be the first of many ‘Worst Movie Ever Night’.
That kept me out till after midnight, then I sat down to work on Bar’s & Stripe’s and next thing I know it was 2am.
Then of course, my body not loving me that is, I awoke up nice and early as if I would have to go to work.
The worst part was, I thought I did have to work.
Imagine my joy as the first realization of I was not in fact late for work, but I had the day off.

So now I am awake, the dog has been walked, Bar’s & Stripe’s is updated, my Blog will be updated shortly and then I might just be able to go take a nap.
Aren’t naps wonderful?
As children we hated to take them, and now as adults we long for them.
Kind of strange how aspects from childhood change over time.
As children the boys didn’t want to be touched by girls, now they long for it … ok some boys anyway …
Girls wanted prince charming to come take them away, as adults they are pleased if a man doesn’t have alimony, child support and/or a police record.
We all wanted nice houses and cars, now a roof with A/C and a small car with good gas mileage is the goal.
School, O who wanted to waist our time going there, now we pay large sums of money to go to it … we still try and stay awake through it though because now we all have full time jobs to boot.
Hanging out with our friends was a great day, and don’t get me wrong it still is … but a nice night alone is such a wonderful thing now too!

We all had the world before us at one point.
Now, even though we still do, we sit back and settle with what we have and the lots we have been given.
It’s sad actually.
I have a job that will pay for me to take 2 collage classes a term.
If I only took 1 a term in the 10 years I have been there, I would and could have a full degree.
Even if I didn’t leave my job, they would pay me more just for having that degree.
So, knowing this, that’s why I try not to complaint to much.
I have a Job in today’s market.
On top of that most of the time I injoy it.
I have benefits and job security.
The only reason I am not doing better is simple because I am lazy … or like so many others possibly scared of change?
I did just take a big step doing the job change I did last year … wow over a year already since I came back to security.
At the same time though, I didn’t.
I know what I was getting into and knew I would be OK.
Yea, that’s why I will never be anything to big or special I guess.
I am happy doing what I do, having what I need and doing as I please when and how I want to.
I am so lucky!